Happy? Sure… Sad? Kinda…
Bittersweet, this life I lead as the buds of new life come.
Once cold and alone, to be warm and loved. Deep desire? Foolish want?
Doors open, others close. In wonder I stare into the unknown.
Seeing what was before and what could, would, maybe will be? The thoughts leave me.
I hurt for one, and long for the other. Times of old, and ahead to the future.
To understand how I feel would be to accept how I am. Tiresome, I dare not try to see past the veil of my eyelids.
Pain overcomes me, joy ravishes me but I know not what to hold onto. To grip one, means I must release the other. It should be so clear, the picture need not be so blurry and neither is it as grim as my words as a brush paint the scene to be. I’ve known love for a time, a short time which I was able to touch, feel and embrace the reality of her power, her zeal the peace she allows me to feel. Love is a feeling, a force to be reckoned with, her powers are strong, her gaze is light and she lays upon me shear delight. My God, my God why have I come so low? To lay on my face and beckon for her till the cock crows? Should I not see, this love so pure and sweet as she stands before me, dressed in robes of understanding, patients and passion? Tonight, this I vow to You my Lord, to do as I ought and stand away from the scorn, I know not what I do neither do I understand this pain, this joy, this fright. It’s as if I’ve known not my love for all my life.
Thy eyes wale up with tears, looking upon the face so fare that once mine eyes dare gaze into yours, the fire within will surely burn, this I vow to you my love, that today, tomorrow and always I’ll be yours.
Mmm…
February 20th, 2004 at 4:26 pm
*Walks into desserted site*(did i spell that right?? hmm…)
hello? anyone here? i guess not.
newayz.. hey! my day’s have been good i guess. just a little stressful.
just pray that God will help me durin this time.. i’m adjustin to some new things, so pray that God will help me adjust to all the new things that come. hard to move with change.
this one girl, she’s really buggin me.
she won’t leave me alone. i yelled at her… in front of all my friends..
she got embarrassed, i dunno if that was right though.. she wouldn’t stop harrassin me though! it’s been buggin me! well.. pray that God will help us get along i guess..
well buhbye!
i got to practice with my accompanist for my solo.(did i spell that right?)
hmm
bye!
February 23rd, 2004 at 3:04 am
Wow…
Your story on how you met your fiance is really awesome. I’m so glad that I stumbled upon your site (I searched Google for a song) and read that wonderful story. I think it’s so awesome how you guys just waited for eachother and love eachother so much before God. Anyhoo, God bless and I know your lives will be blessed =)
February 26th, 2004 at 7:38 pm
yay! the site’s back! i’ve been really bored.. lol! well.. i g2g! i gotta go to my stupid piano lessons.. ARGGGGGH! loL! bunbye!
February 27th, 2004 at 4:49 pm
Hiya, it’s nice to be back!
Thanks Aurora, I’ll tell her what you said
God bless!
Hey Grace, I’ll be around later and hopefully on AIM, ttyl!
Blessings
February 28th, 2004 at 7:47 pm
loL! yehz! it must be great to be back! my dumb internet wasn’t workin so i was goin nuts cuz my dumb tv has 31 channels. well.. get on aim whenever u can! i’m always on m0stly! buhbyes~!
March 3rd, 2004 at 1:47 am
Where ya been these days?
Seek Him first and with all. It’s worth it.
March 3rd, 2004 at 4:00 am
Devote your life to something that will remain on this planet for all eternity and be remembered by all, not to a cult or insignificant religion…..Get out there and be remembered.
March 3rd, 2004 at 4:06 am
I command thee o get out more and enjoy the life I gave thee to use for thy wills.
March 3rd, 2004 at 4:11 am
Why spend all your physical life and your body to living after death, you still will be in eternal work for your master as opposed to living to your fullest and still having to serve your lord forever..
March 3rd, 2004 at 6:32 pm
WOW! A lot of people have been around lately. I thought I was the only one left! Lolz! Well.. Nice to see people here. I think i will add a new lyric.. i just gotta think of a song to add! loL! ok! peace!
March 6th, 2004 at 1:13 pm
HAVE YOUR COMPUTER WORKING. HOW IS THE WOODS. ARE IN THE WOODS YET. HOW IS THE LADY FRIEND. SHHH MAN I’AM REALLY BORED.
March 9th, 2004 at 6:50 pm
Whoah. Still a little lost here! AT moved in i think. He said that the last time i talked to him on aim. Umm.. He’s probably too busy unpacking. Hex. I dunno. OH well.! ttyl! buhbye!
March 13th, 2004 at 12:46 pm
The meaning of life is to live
March 16th, 2004 at 11:09 pm
Hey, I just want to say that this is an awesome website! I love the layout and the lyrics and everything!
Take care & God bless,
Sharon Elaine Bell
March 17th, 2004 at 8:55 pm
Glad u lilke the site sharon.. i know i’m not AT himself but i help around with the site by adding a lot of lyrics.. i come here a lot but haven’t posted lately.. AT is very busy is what i’ve heard since i talked to him like 4 days ago.. he’s been on the site adding stuff as u can see… wel… i think i got a pop quiz tomorrow so i better study. buhbye and God bless!
September 1st, 2004 at 11:57 am
Its my first time on the site and i just wanted to give my two cents ( nothing new there ) but I really like the site you’ve got some great stuff here and i’m excited to finish looking at it all. Thanx its gonna keep me occupied for a while high five to you !
Serve God, Love Christ
~Caila